March 16, 2024
Grace lay bundled in her blanket, watching the dance of the pre-sunset clouds through the window. Skye was already napping. A cold breeze and higher than normal humidity left both of the girls chilled at the end of the day. Grace's mind wandered to thoughts of the wild horses. They had seen Crazy's band. They had seen the bachelor stallions with the blue-black mare and her foal. But no Petrichor. The boss said she had something she wanted to share with the girls, and maybe they could get together tomorrow. Grace was curious about it. But she also wanted to keep looking for Petrichor. Perhaps in the morning when the chores were done, they could ride for a while. Then meet with the boss. Hopefully with good stories to share. March 17 No sooner had the girls saddled up, the wind began to blow. The weather was unsettled. Big clouds in the distance, blue skies overhead, and a restless wind that you could hear approaching through the trees. It was forceful and erratic, shaking the trees in one draw and not the next; then suddenly coming upon them with little warning. It was exhilarating, and from time to time quite unpleasant. The girls pressed slowly into a rocky shelter where the wild horses often hid from the wind. "Did you hear about Tanner's dog getting chased by coyotes?" Skye asked. "I didn't. Is his dog okay?" "She is. She outran them. A pair of them. Probably the same pair we've seen a couple of times. I guess they chased her right up to the house, and then they saw Tanner and took off. It was night time." "The wild things really own this place by night" Grace said. They waited for the wind to relent, but it didn't. Eventually, they left the rock shelter and headed back to the ranch, empty-handed as horse sitings go. The arena was adorned as if for a horse show, with the little table they used as a judging station propped in the southwest corner. "What's all this?" Skye asked. "The boss asked me to bring a laptop and a table down here so she could share a story with us." "Oh. Hey. Like reading with dogs at the library...except we're reading with horses!" The arrival of the boss was announced by the entrance of Contessa and Tosh. The boss put a thumb drive in the laptop and settled her hindquarters on the table next to it. "You will recall that I've been looking for the owner of the Great Danes since last June" she began. "And I never really gave up. That they are chipped and so I have their owner's name, and a phone number, and I've called, but I've never made contact with anyone. Well. I met a woman in Lancaster. She had been a docent at the Antelope Valley Rural Museum, and she had a manuscript, an anthology that was never published, written by a dear friend who had passed away. And she said the name sounded familiar." The girls brought Angel into the arena, using him to try out the english saddle. The girth and stirrup leathers had been replaced by Donna Allen. Grace wasn't a thousand per cent sure she knew what she was doing, but she tried to divide her attention equally between the boss turned story teller and the horse more or less under saddle. The boss continued. "The woman found her friend's manuscript and shared it with me. But she literally would not let it out of her hands, so I had to re-type the story as she read it to me. The anthology is called 'Real Pioneer Women of the Modern West', and this story is dated July 12, 1980. The title is 'Saint Francis of the Mustangs'." Outside, the clouds danced. The air was unstable, the wind lulled, then gusted. It was beautiful. One of the most beautiful days ever, perhaps. The boss cleared her throat, put on her narrator voice, and began. "Francis Loop Caldwell is the youngest woman in this collection of pioneering women, but she is every inch as worthy as any other. And quick to point out that her story is really not so much her own. She is her father's daughter. She is the product of everything that he was, and in her own words, 'You cannot tell my story without telling his. I was forged by my parents, my mother and father both, but especially by my father. He was the real pioneer. I am just his daughter, trying to live up to his legacy'." "Her father's story was shaped by The Great Depression, and The Dustbowl. The son of first generation Oklahoma farmers, William James Caldwell was eldest of four boys. Life was hard, but come 1930 with the first year of the drought, it got a lot harder. Few people had savings to live on if their crops failed. They just prayed for rain and held on as best they could. 1931 and 1932 were no better, and the winds intensified. Livestock perished, and farmers faced famine and foreclosure. William had been given a pair of young Belgian horses in the spring of 1932, Jim and Jeb. They were beautiful animals, but their owner couldn't feed them any more, and didn't need them. Horses were quickly being replaced by machines for plowing the fields." "In 1933, the mass slaughter of livestock began. Millions of animals were killed, some of them in an attempt to stabilize market prices, and some of them because they were already dying the slow death of starvation. Jim and Jeb were thin, but William made sure they had water, shelter from the wind, and as much feed as he could find for them. In February, William's father told him it was time to let Jim and Jeb go." "The next morning, well before dawn, William led his beloved horses out of their shelter. He lay a make-shift set of saddle bags - two potato sacks tied together at the top with all of his belongings inside - on Jim, and he swung up on Jeb. They headed west, to California." " 'Okies, that's what folks called the people leaving their farms behind and heading to California' Francis explained. 'It was about 1,700 miles, and my dad figured it would take them about one hundred and thirteen days. Belgians aren't known for their speed, and his horses were already a bit on the thin side. So his goal was fifteen miles a day. He would walk part of it, and ride part of it, and switch back and forth with his saddle bags. A lot of people weren't very nice to him. Okies weren't thought of in a good way. They were treated pretty bad. Even other Okies would talk down to him. Tell him to get with the times. The days of horses were over. But then there were also kind folks. They took pity on Jim and Jeb. They'd let him stay overnight on their property and share what food they had with dad and the horses. He said it seemed like every time he thought they just couldn't go on, something good would happen. Some human angel would come to their aid, or they would find a bit of pasture grass and water'." " 'At first my dad was going to head to the San Joaquin valley. There was rich farmland there and the hope was that the Okies could make a new start there. But then somehow he heard about Santa Anita, the race track. Brand new, not even completed yet. It was all a gamble, you know? No one knew what their future held. There was no guarantee that the San Joaquin Valley would be the next bread basket of the nation. So he gambled. And he started heading toward Santa Anita.'" " 'Jim and Jeb were tired, and really thin. My dad was tired, and really thin. But he started coming across horse people. A very different kind of horse people. Big money horse people. But they saw the love my dad had for those poor horses...and they saw beyond the bones, those were good horses...they saw there was a story there, and they were intrigued. A couple of folks stopped to talk to my dad, and pretty quick word got around that this man had walked out of Oklahoma with his horses to save them from being slaughtered. And he was trying to make his way to Santa Anita. And where he was. And someone with a horse trailer went out looking for him, and they found him, and picked him up...dad and his horses, so skinny they both fit in a trailer designed for race horses.' " " 'The rest of it is really a bit of a Cinderella story. My dad got hired to do just about everything. Jim and Jeb got fed and put up better than they'd ever known. He'd seen my mother early on, and for him it was love at first sight, but he knew that along with his story came the stigma of being an Okie. So he laid low. He learned the lingo of the horse racing world and tried to lose his Okie accent. He gained some weight and got some good clothes. He was too big to be a jockey, but he could exercise horses and he wasn't afraid of the really excitable ones. Eventually he would ride a horse for my mother's family, and they would be introduced. They married about a year later, and I was born the following year, in 1936'." "Francis would have a charmed childhood, until December 1941. William James Caldwell joined the US Army Air Forces. He trained to be a fighter pilot, and embarked on a tour of duty that lasted until 1945. Upon his return home, his love for and skill with horses was rivaled by a new passion - aviation. His aeronautic skills were sought after, particularly as a stunt pilot. And that, Francis explains, is how she got her name." 'Loop was my dad's nickname after the war, because he was known for doing aerial loops. The nickname was made popular by one of the main characters in a Shirley Temple movie, Bright Eyes I think it was, and it stuck with him for the rest of his life. So my middle name - Loop - that's in his honor. It is now my legal middle name.' " " 'While my father was away, my mom began breeding and showing Great Danes. They aren't particularly fierce dogs, but I think she took comfort in their size and presence, what with my dad being away. And it just happened that in the 1940s and 1950s, the Great Dane was extremely popular, so she was quite successful with her dogs, and of course, she had the best of the best bloodlines.' " "Today we know Francis by a different nickname - Saint Francis of the Mustangs. Francis has worked tirelessly to address the plight of the west's wild horses - in America and Canada - not only by appealing to legislators for better herd management practices, but by creating her own wild horse sanctuary in the southern Antelope Valley. It seems a far cry from the horse world of the race track, and of course it is. But for Francis, it is the continuation of a journey that began with her father." " 'When I was fifteen years old, we took a family vacation to Canada, near Alberta. And we saw wild horses. Wildies, the locals called them. They were small, and tough, and built like miniature draft horses, but with small nostrils and ears and less dramatic profiles. They were clearly draft influence mustangs. The offspring of discarded heavy horses, turned loose to fend for themselves with the wild herds when their owners no longer needed them. And they were under fire, literally. Ranchers saw them as competition for grazing, and the governing bodies didn't want to deal with them. I will never forget what it felt like to see them. The rush of excitement I felt. The longing...to do something to help save them. It was a pivotal moment in my life. I had to do something to insure that wild horses could remain on the western landscape.' " " 'Creating a sanctuary was a dream...I think every young girl dreams of having her own private herd of wild horses, don't they? But over time I realized there were horses that were going to be euthanized or sold for slaughter if no one stepped in to save them. Good horses. Not that any animal deserves the fate we humans often assign them...but there are really nice horses out there that aren't going to enjoy a long or good life if someone doesn't adopt them and then treat them well.' " " 'So we began buying land. Mountainous, rugged parcels. Big parcels, preferably with surface water, which is fairly rare in southern California mountains. And of course the parcels needed to be connected. We are currently looking to purchase one more parcel, a large parcel, that includes a water source and a good sized grass meadow. When that purchase is complete, we will have a substantial sanctuary. We won't be able to save all of the horses that need saving, but we will be able to save some, and that is significant. ' " "Don't go looking for a big sign swinging over the driveway to Saint Francis of the Mustangs Sanctuary. Francis prefers to keep her herd of 'wildies'...well...wild...and out of the public view. Not that she doesn't wish to share them with the world and with every horse crazy young girl. Nothing would please her more than to instill in others the love for horses that she has in her own heart. But first, the horses themselves need to be safe. It will be a while before the sanctuary opens its arms to the public." " ' We are witnessing the continued demise of the horse in the lives of the people, all over the world, really. And it's a big loss. It's a loss to humanity, to our spirits, to who we are as humans. My father witnessed it first hand and first-generation as the mechanized plow replaced horsepower. Today we witness it across the American west, as horses become a nuisance species, having no value to the powers that now manage the land.' " "And for that vision, that courage, and that commitment, though Francis may be young, she is truly a real pioneer woman of the Modern West." The boss closed the laptop, smiled, and pretended not to be emotional. Later in the evening, Grace and Skye drove in silence to Manzanita Campground to watch the sunset. "Dang, we need sunglasses" Skye said, too short to benefit from the visor. Grace parked the truck, drew a deep breath, and exhaled. There was another long silence. "This is going to sound crazy" Skye finally said. "But I feel...like...connected somehow to Francis. It's so weird. I can't explain it." "I get it" Grace said. "I feel it. Like literally in my chest. I feel it. We are connected to her. Directly. Through the dogs. Through the horses. Our wild horses are almost certainly her wild horses. Through..." "Through Petrichor" Skye blurted out. "Maybe Petrichor was one of her favorite horses. Maybe that's why he's sort of not really that wild." Grace looked at Skye, parted her lips several times as if she was going to answer, finally shook her head. "I don't know." #
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March 1, 2024
Skye walked into the tack room to find the towering life-sized sculpture The Bremen Town Singers by Kitty Cantrell in the middle of the floor. "Hey! What's this doing here?" "Getting ready to be shipped to Washington." "It sold?" "It did." Skye ran her hands along the blue ticked hound. "That's so cool. And...I'm gonna miss this doggie-o. I think this is the best thing I ever painted." "Well, then I guess we better paint some more things." March 3 The rain had stopped. The sky was dynamic, with bits of blue sky swallowed in seconds by dark clouds. Skye pressed forward, the sound of horses just ahead, and Grace forever falling behind. The girls pressed themselves against the rock face as they approached the wild horses on foot, trying to stay out of sight for as long as possible. "Am I stepping on Dudleya?" Skye whispered. "No, I think that's some sort of buckwheat. Carry on." They found a ringside seat to watch the action, but they were rather exposed, and not holding the high ground. The commotion was Storm and Rain Man, and appearing a few moments later, The Newcomer. The two big stallions were more or less always sparring. When Rain Man spun around to use body weight against Storm, it became evident that the three bachelors had company...the dark mare with the grulla foal that had previously been with Petrichor. And unlikely as it was, the smaller, younger stallion was the one by her side. None of which made any sense. The girls watched, speechless, as the horses milled about, moving ever closer. "We're a little close for comfort" Grace whispered. After a few uneasy moments out in the open, and quite close to the stallions, the girls pulled back, retreating the way they came. "That's the mare and foal that turned up with Petrichor, right?" Skye asked. "She came along right after the black mare, Thorn." "Yes." Skye was expecting more than a one word response. "Grace are you okay?" "I'm slightly dizzy." "Like fainting dizzy?" "No, I'm not going to faint. Or fall. I'm good, everything's good." "Well" Skye continued, "I totally have no clue what we just witnessed." "Me neither." Back in the warmth of home, the girls tried to make sense of the scene that had unfolded in front of them. "What color do you think that mare is?" Skye pondered. "I'm not sure. She's so dark. But not jet black. She could be a grulla, a super dark grulla...but grulla is kind of like roan, it's a mix of light and dark hair. She looks almost blue. Like maybe she's a dark blue roan. But again, where's the white hair?" "Do you think she's related to the dun stallion?" Skye asked, and then, "No, wait. I have a hypothesis." "Let's hear it." "She's not related to any of them and neither is her foal so she has to protect it, you know, in case a stallion comes after it because it's not his foal. So she's hanging close to the young stallion because he's probably less of a threat than the bigger, older ones." Grace thought about it for a few moments before she answered. "Skye that is as good of an explanation for what we witnessed as any I could think of. I'm baffled about the whole thing. Where are these dark horses coming from...and where are all the horses we're familiar with? Where's Petrichor?" March 10 Frost colored the landscape white, giving in to green with the sun's first rays. Somewhere on the slopes above, a deer sounded with a warning snort, then vanished into the chaparral. The grass was thick, the ground saturated, rivulets of water were everywhere. The sound of moving water softened the beat of soggy hooves, both wild and domestic They saw the foals first. The wild herd was relaxed. For the first time in memory, Crazy looked unruffled, and unaware of their presence. The mare they called Lady Godiva was playing with the foals. Grace motioned soundlessly to Skye. The girls turned north, away from Crazy's band, leaving them in peace. They searched the winter landscape for signs of Petrichor's band. They rode past the draw where once Petrichor had left his herd to come and greet Grace. It seemed like a lifetime ago. They headed back through the boulder-strewn landscape where the wild horses often came in the summer months, perhaps to enjoy the shade of the canyons, perhaps to catch insect-relieving breezes, or perhaps for some reason the girls might never know. But the land was bare of wild horses. Back at home, a box awaited them on the table. "What do you think it is?" Skye asked. "I don't know" Grace responded, "but it's the same box your Christmas present came in. We definitely know how to recycle around here." "So you don't have any idea what it is?" "Nope. But it seems like most of these packages are for you. So go ahead and open it." Skye made short work of revealing the contents. "Oh yeah. It's for me." "You were never good as a liar. Let me see what's in there." In the box were pewter horses. Volo and Pimento, a mustang mare and foal sculpted by Maggie Bennett. Skye was particularly enamored with the foal. Skye was silent for a long time before she finally spoke. "Wow." Grace nodded, silent. Wow, indeed. # February 2, 2024
Grace and Skye came back up the mountain, a river of clouds coming with them. They'd been gifted a truckload of equipment. Literally. Judging by the clouds, they might be needing some of it sooner than later. The clouds were moving swiftly, rolling, peaking, tumbling, making mountain shapes, river shapes, flowing fast across the sky. The wind was strong and the air was cold. Grace took a moment to absorb it. Before whatever it had in store came to earth. "It's beautiful" Skye said. "And a little crazy. I bet we lose the internet." "I wouldn't be surprised" Grace said, frigid fingers fumbling with the door. "Dang it's cold." February 6 After 48 hours of rain, on the morning of the sixth, it finally snowed. It was a wet snow, too wet for taking out horses, and so instead, Skye finished her NaMoPaiMo horse from 2023, a bay brabant Deborah McDermott resin. She was particularly pleased with his eyes. Grace worked on and off on her NaMo horse. The technique she was trying was...different. She was attempting a mulberry grey for the first time, using colorful undertones of yellow and magenta. "He looks like a decorator right now" Skye said. "Right? We could have left the horn on and painted it gold." The barn cats had come in...all four of them. You could always tell when it was properly cold out. Mousing was put on hold for a while in favor of lounging on Skye's bed. Skye's wall hanging was also coming along. It looked almost identical to its original version; a very dark bay American Saddlebred. "I think I'm almost done" Skye said. I ended up working light over dark again! I'm going to touch up the darks and the mane and tail and do the details and call it done." "No white markings?" Skye shook her head. "I'm not that good at white markings." "Okay." For a while in the afternoon, the sun burned through the clouds and the snow quickly slipped from the tree branches to the ground. But then it began to fall again, soft, silent, steady. February 7 There had been some snow overnight. A mixture of powder, and wet snow that had frozen. The big red truck would need digging out. "Whoa! Come back broom!" Skye fell through a layer of crust, onto softer snow beneath. "Guess Michelle Sepiol sent us shovels and brooms just in time" Skye said, pulling snow down from the hood of the truck. There was a lot of snow. The part that had become crust made the task of getting the truck uncovered without scratching it rather tricky. "Let's take a break" Grace said. "Give it a couple hours. Let the sun melt some of this." Grace started heading back to the house. Skye took few more swipes at the snow. It was heavy, but the layer that had hardened was thin, and if she hooked it just right she could pull whole sheets of snow off of the truck. The girls returned late in the afternoon, as the cloud cover increased. The truck was mostly exposed. They cut away a little more snow in front of it, and gave it a go. But the ice won. "Now what?" Skye said. "I think we'll be better off in the water." "Man, look at all this grass. And it's only February." "Yeah...no one is going hungry this spring" Grace replied. And just as well that they'd gotten he truck loose, because as evening came, so did another storm. February 8 A thick layer of fresh snow covered the landscape. Highlander's small band had become separated from Petrichor's herd, and they headed toward familiar territory, where the grazing would be lush. The small streams were iced over. The snow was deep and difficult to navigate. The dun mare clambered up the snowy bank, away from the ice, but only momentarily. The deep snow was challenging in its own right. Where drifts of snow had covered the frozen stream, the going was easiest. The dun mare looked for those easy passages. The larger streams bore no ice. The water was cold and occasionally deep, but it would eventually lead them down into the relative shelter of a grass meadow. Back at the ranch, Grace and Skye took a moment to get pictures of Skye's completed horses. She had started them for NaMoPaiMo in 2023. And now, finally, a year later and just eight days into February, they were done. Grace decided to take La Barilla to the indoor arena. Skye accompanied her. Ladyhawk's blanket made all kinds of swooshing noises as they road, but Ladyhawk kept her head. La Barilla stopped here and there to paw the snow, as if perhaps it would be enjoyable to roll in. "Where do you suppose the wild horses are?" Skye asked. "Hard to say" Grace responded. There was so much rain, and I think it rained harder in the lowlands than it did here. But then the snow came. So which way would they have gone? Up for the rain, down for the snow?" Crazy's band made their way along a seasonal stream, northwest of the sheltered meadow. The mare Grace and Skye called Lady Godiva picked her way through the water, which was sometimes deep. The mud made from rich soil acted like suction cups around the horse's hooves, but there were also narrow sand bars which provided better crossing. Following her lead, the herd traversed the sand bar, single file. It was a quiet time in the forest. The roads were likely closed. The wet snow was not ideal for traveling, but they did so entirely unbothered. February 16 Grace's current NaMoPaiMo horse was challenging her a little bit. The girls examined it in the tack room. It didn't look like a yellow and purple decorator model any more, but it wasn't exactly going along to plan, either. "So now his two sides aren't even" Grace said of her NaMoPaiMo horse. "I'm not sure how they came out so different, but I think I like the lighter side better. So...now what." "You could put the disappearing dapples back on the dark shoulder..." Skye suggested. "Or maybe when you finish the mane and tail...it will just all come together..." It was always difficult when something went too dark. There wasn't always a way to fix it. Anahit and Lousin came in quietly, their mom in tow...welcome but wholly unexpected. "This is our mom" Anahit said. "Hi mom!" Skye replied. "Hello, I hope we aren't...oh my goodness, what is this?" "It's a horse Grace is painting" Skye volunteered. "It's beautiful! I did not know you are an artist!" Grace took a deep breath and got ready to say something along the lines of not really considering herself an artist. Skye jumped her lines. "He's almost done. I think he's going to be amazing." "I think you are right!" February 18 The boss, Grace, Skye, Anahit, Lousin and mom gathered at one of the outdoor arenas on Redbird Ranch. Clouds poured across the sky. The boss seemed almost apologetic about the new horses. They were big, one a predominately white pinto, one a more color-balanced pinto, both lovely. "Grace, is he a medicine hat?" Skye asked of the white one. "Uh, yeah, he's very minimal but I think he's got color in all the right places." There was a lot to take in. Sights, sounds, smells...the big white horse seemed to be absorbed with processing his whereabouts. He was friendly enough...just in sensory overload. Grace wondered if the dampness of everything accentuated what he could smell. The second giant hay burner had a different approach to gathering information. He was more active, engaging with everyone and everything in his new surroundings. He had a big, loose stride and a kind face. Skye liked both of them. The sun broke through the gathering mass of clouds, illuminating the drafters with a sort of magical glow. While the new horses had everyone's attention, Skye noticed the boss going in a different direction. She followed quietly as the boss circled back toward the turn out pen with a third equine. He wasn't flashy like the drafters. But he was a drafter too. He seemed to be taking in his new surroundings by...meditating. "I can't explain it Skye" the boss said quietly, "but I am just in love with this guy. Like we needed another mule, right?" Skye wasn't quite sure how to respond. "He's super chill" the boss continued. "You can pet him. Heck, you can probably ride him without a bridle. He's comfortable here. You can see it in his eyes." His color was intriguing. He had some characteristics of a mouse dun mixed with wild white markings and belgian shades of chestnut. And the calmest demeanor, and sleepy eyes. And then the cloud layer thickened, the sun retreated to the west, and the rain came. Everyone retreated to their respective shelters. Grace looked at her NaMoPaiMo horse, the paint still wet on his mane and tail. "I really wanted to finish him tonight, but I'm making a mess" she said. "My hands just don't have it tonight." "You've got like ten days to get it done" Skye reminded her. "You've got this." Skye turned her attention to the english saddle that was sharing their space. "What's the plan for this?" "Did you see the girls' mom eyeing it when she was in the tack room?" "Oh yeah, huh. I forgot about that." "The last time...the only time we've used it is to school La Barilla on the long rein. The stirrups are still run up, and I swapped out the girth for one off of a bareback pad. It needs a new girth. And I don't think we have one that will work." "And obviously mom doesn't ride western." "I'd say not by choice. People who ride english can usually ride western just fine. I just thought, you know, it would be nice to have a saddle ready." "Totally." February 25 Grace finished her NAMoPaiMo entry, a mulberry grey Andalusian that looked actually quite a lot like her reference horse. Skye hung one of her sheets on the wall behind the table, and fumbled with an LED fill light to get light in the horse's eyes for his "I Did It" picture. "Do I really need to be in the photo Skye?" Grace still wasn't brimming with confidence on this latest piece. "Yes please." "What do you want me to do?" "Look at me and smile." "I can't. That light is so bright I can't even see you." "Oh, oops...umm okay, then look at your horse." February 26 Monday morning dawned cloudy and grey, but there was no wind, so the girls set out for a ride. A red tailed hawk circled them as the left the ranch proper. Skye rode the new mule, which for now they had nicknamed Tex, and Grace rode La Barilla. They were a bit of an odd couple as mounts go. Grace was unusually quiet. "Are you okay?" Skye asked. "Yeah...I'm all right. I'm kind of tired. Like by the time I was done saddling him I was tired. We should trade mounts." "Are you serious?" Grace thought the idea through. Probably everything would be fine. But she was the only one who had ever ridden La Barilla...unless Skye had ridden him before, and if she had, Grace couldn't remember...maybe on the trail wasn't the right place for their first ride together. "Sure" Grace finally responded. "Soon as we get back to the ranch." It was quiet. Save for the hawk and the occasional songbird, nothing stirred. The air was damp and Grace felt a bit chilled. "You know who I'd really love to ride?" Skye said. "That appaloosa mare. The fast one." "Firebird." "Yes!" "I'm sure that would be fine. But can we do it another day? I'm pretty certain it's going to be raining soon." In the turn-out arena, Grace held La Barilla steady while Skye got settled. The saddle seat was a little big for Skye. Beneath her, La Barilla was active. Somewhat collected, slightly hesitant, forever a lot of horse. Skye wanted to shift her butt in the saddle, but she didn't want to set him off. His ears were flicking back and forth, waiting for a cue, any cue. Grace started to suggest Skye lower her hands, but she stopped. In a few moments, Skye dropped her hands, and somehow found her place in the saddle. Grace moved back, ever watchful, and let the two become acquainted, Skye was beaming. She was doing it. She was riding La Barilla. The certainty of more rain kept the ride brief, but it was a good ride nonetheless. At home, Skye was energetic and chatty. "Do you think the boss would help us get some pictures of our models? I think we should enter them in a photo show or two. Are you going to sell yours?" "Maybe? I mean sooner or later there's going to be too many horses in here, and something's bound to get knocked over." "I'll make room in my studio! We can keep some of them there. And then rotate them!" "Okay" Grace said, without a scrap of enthusiasm. "You should rest" Skye continued. "It's gonna rain anyway. You can tell me you're okay, but your giant heart dog doesn't lie. You aren't feeling good." And sure enough, Baron was right next to Grace. And so began the rain. # 5/21/2024 Fire, Black Mares, The Mysterious Life of Plants, NaMoPaiMo, and Aerial TechniciansRead NowJanuary 15, 2024
"We should move just a little closer" Skye said. "We really can't see much from here." They waited, and waited...and then all at once it began. The branches had been limbed from the downed trees and put into piles, and troughs dug around the piles. Hose line ran throughout the area. The ground around the piles had been moistened. There was surprisingly little sound. After a few minutes, the flames licked skyward, heat signature bending light. And then, in not so long, the visually impressive part was pretty much over. The tree limbs they'd gazed upon daily were converted energetically into ash that would fertilize the soil. January 20 "So why are we heading to the arena?" Skye questioned. "Take a guess." "New horses." "Good guess." There was just one new horse. She was pretty. "Ohh...what's her name?" Skye asked the boss. "I don't know. She might need a new name. But she's not a rescue." Skye laughed. "What's her story?" "If I have it right, she was a halter horse in her youth, and she's done some performance, but in the past couple years her owners really haven't done much of anything with her. I guess you could say we rescued her from boredom." There was a long silence. Skye seemed content to watch the mare move about. Finally the boss spoke up. "You can ride her if you want Skye." "Do you think I can ride her in a bosal?" "I'm guessing you can. And if not you'll know pretty quick." Skye was off to find a suitable headstall. The boss turned to Grace. "I think I told you I was looking at some horses for Skye." "Yes" Grace responded. "This is one of them. Actually, this is the only one. Twitch sold, and there's another mare that sort of reminds me of her but I'm just not in love with her, and then there was a mustang. But the mustang...she wasn't interested in engaging. You could just feel it. Or maybe we just didn't bond. I don't know. I hope Skye likes this mare." "She's got a kind eye and a beautiful head" Grace said. "Let's give them some time to get to know each other." Skye returned with a bosal. The mare was calm and responsive. She was smooth, and easy to sit. "I'll be back down in a little bit" the boss said. Grace nodded, absorbed in watching Skye and the black mare. They looked very relaxed together. Time would tell. January 24 Grace and Skye hadn't really given NaMoPaiMo a lot of thought this year. Until now. "Okay," Skye said, "I think we're setting ourselves up for possible failure here. It's not just that your drafter is completely unprepped or anything, it also needs a mane and a tail. Have you ever prepped a 3D printed resin before?" "No" Grace admitted. "And the printing process does have a unique texture. But it's a really smooth print, and it's a solid print, so, hopefully it's durable." "Mine...if NaMo is returning to its original format, mine don't count anyway. The Saddlebred isn't a three dimensional horse and finishing your NaMo horse from last year doesn't count. We're not going to get a bunch of likes this year. You might, but I won't." "Funny you should say that" Grace said. "About the likes. I watched a program last night on the creation of Facebook's like button and how it literally changed the world." Skye was silent. Grace continued. "At first it was an amazing and wonderful communication tool. It allowed people to show support for each other. It increased communication and interaction acrooss the Facebook community. But it also quickly became a marketing tool. A way to focus news and target products at you. A way to use what you liked to dictate what you experienced. But then worse...it also became a self worth epidemic. People go out of their way to create content to get likes, to validate themselves. And it's addictive. At first five likes is very gratifying. But then you want one hundred likes. You develop this insatiable appetite for recognition and if you don't get it, you suffer because you are a failure. Unpopular. Not as good as everyone else. For young people, it's devastating. It's dangerous. Between that and bullying, kids have committed suicide." Skye was still silent. "We all want the likes. We all want to be influencers. That's natural. But when we start linking our self worth to the fickle whims of the browsing public and the bored pandas, that's dangerous. Do you want to find a different NaMoPaiMo project?" There was another quiet pause. "No. I want to finish these. The Saddlebred was gorgeous, remember? Just...not primed right. This time I won't try going dark to light. I'll just do it...normal." "What about the big guy? He's really nice Skye. I think you can do it. I think you can finish him."" "I'll try." "Good enough." January 29 First light in Chilao. Dawn was anything but silent. Firefighter crews were already at work somewhere in the campground, making ready for the camping season, making ready for the fire season. The new black mare seemed engaged and unruffled. "What does her face say?" Skye asked. "She's taking everything in with interest. Like she's reading a great novel but with her whole body. I think she's happy." The morning was lovely. Warm for January. The predicted winds had gone somewhere else to blow. Birds were stirring. The girls rode on a westerly course, into the rugged terrain where often they found Petrichor, Highlander and the other stallions and their bands. Today there were no wild horses. They took their first glimpse at the picture rocks without the old coulter pines shadowing them. There was another tree that would soon need felling. There were pockets of tree die-off here and there, despite a very wet year. Beetles caused some of it, but sometimes it was a mystery. "You know, today we understand that trees and plants are connected to each other below the soil, and share nutrients and information" Skye said. "So maybe this tree was dependent on the other trees and now that they're gone, it can't survive." "Maybe" Grace said. "But using that same body of research, those trees that were dying would at some point have given their last energy to their surrounding offspring." The answer wasn't obvious. Sometimes trees died suddenly, and it was hard to understand why. The girls meandered back toward the ranch. "We haven't been on a long ride in a while" Skye said. "Let's plan one" Grace replied. The boss had brought some things to show Skye down to the indoor arena. So the girls brought Skye's herd there to turn them out. "I made them" the boss responded. "A long time ago. Nineteen or twenty years ago. I wrote a novel called The Wisdom Walkers. It was about how these two women traveled across the world to meet each other. A long time ago. 74,000 years ago. So to help work out the details of how they would have done that, we did some miniature journeys. Mikki and I." "Mikki? Our MIkki?" "Yes. One of the main characters in the book is based on her, really. So we took herds of horses and a pack train through Vasquez rocks. I made these saddles, out of clay, because I didn't know anything about sculpting apoxie and I don't know how to work with wood." "Me neither!" Skye chimed in. "I tried and...it's hard! I gave up! But wait. If it was 74,000 years ago, why were they riding horses? Horses weren't domesticated yet. Were they even tall enough to ride?" The boss laughed. "Not really tall enough for Mikki. She's so tall, all legs. But the basis of the story is that we humans were a lot more advanced in some ways than anyone recalls or understands, but the eruption of the Toba volcano wiped out most of us, and our societies. It's thought that after the Toba volcano erupted humans could easily have gone extinct. Our numbers were in the thousands after that. And of course that kind of loss means the loss of knowledge." "So in the story, Mikki's people were already here in the Americas and had been for who knows how long. Mikki loved that. If I can find the pictures we did...they were done with a film camera, so somewhere I have actual printed pictures...if I can find them I'll show them to you." Skye examined the interior of one of the saddles. It had cracked and taken the leather with it. The boss went on talking, animated by the memories the saddles brought to her. "They saddles are heavy and not shaped right. They aren't worth anything, and I'm not going to keep them. If you want the beadwork and feathers off of that saddle, I'll cut them off for you." Skye looked at Grace. Grace nodded. "Take them." "Don't worry" the boss continued. "Grace told me how you feel about saddles in general, I'm not trying to pawn these off on you. But you can have the beadwork if you want it. The thought was that 74,000 years ago we might not have had the technology to make seed beads from glass yet, but we could probably have made crow and pony beads." Outside the forest hummed with human activity. A prescribed burn at the base of the Vetter Fire Lookout was going well, the weather perfect, the wind cooperating. When Skye looked closely, she could make out firefighters all along the ridge line, monitoring the burn. And line workers flew through the air, dangling from helicopters. "Could you do that?" Grace asked Skye. "Oh man! That would be totally exciting!" "It pays really well too. Edison puts people through line worker's school. They have tuition grants and special programs to train people to do line work. I don't know if 'line work' is the right name for the job..." "Aerial Technician." Grace laughed. "Yes. Of course. Aerial technician. What was I thinking." # January 7
It was forty degrees in the arena. The girls had an unexpected audience - Anahit and Lousin. The boss beamed when she saw the first horse that the girls had chosen to bring in. Skye gave the opening keynote speech. Shades of Jolie, a registered buckskin shire mare. "Good morning, Happy New Year and welcome to our review, which I like to refer to as 'The Art of Grace.' We're here to take a look at where we've been, where we are now, and perhaps even touch upon where we are going. When Grace first came to Redbird Ranch there was some focus on getting horses trained, conditioned and in the show ring." Skye paused. What truthfully came next was the realization that Grace had no real interest in the show ring, on any level, but she was very good at handling horses. And for the bosses' part, she would rather buy horses than spend money on show quality tack. Maybe too many horses. The boss crinkled her face, still smiling. That bit about too many horses. Probably true. "As we began to work as a team, Grace's strength as a trainer and handler become increasingly evident, and our focus began to shift toward the development of each individual horse, and a sense of what Redbird Ranch would come to be all about. Wisely, wonderfully, and through thoughtful leadership, we have come to focus on the preservation of some of the equine world's rare and genetically endangered breeds, and no horse could express that more beautifully than Shades of Jolie, who also happens to be doing well in the show ring in breed halter." Grace spoke on behalf of Firebird, the appaloosa mare, who was quite eager to stretch her legs. "You might think this is an unusual choice of horses for us to present since we haven't spent a great deal of time finding her performance niche, but we give you Firebird because we think she exemplifies an excellent appaloosa sport horse. We're excited about moving forward with horses of this calibre. I should also mention that she did recently place at the top of her class in halter." The boss seemed quite pleased so far. There was a moment of frigid silence while Skye dragged the very heavy ground poles into the arena and Grace fetched the next horse, Ono, the paint stallion. Grace spoke on behalf of Ono. "We present Ono because of his stellar progress. He arrived green-broke, and with a bit of an attitude." "This was not the easiest stallion to bring around. But he has come around. He is and is becoming a wonderful all-purpose western horse, and he has a good head on his shoulders once he decides to give it to you." Grace decided to speak for Jesse too. The fiery little palomino tore across the arena. "Jesse will always be one of my favorite horses. He is all heart and courage. He was one of the first green horses that I worked with and he remains one of my favorites." Jesse had been a gift to the boss form a very special friend, Richard Rodman, days after her dear friend Jesse Gutierrez passed away suddenly. So the boss shared Grace's fondness for his heart and his fire. "He is versatile, sure footed, willing and honest. I love this little horse, and I think he is a great ambassador for the American wild horse, whether from Mexico or the United States, and he has shown successfully in a number of disciplines." Grace was on a role, and spoke for the Lipizzan mare, whose name escaped her at the moment. "We present to you this lovely mare as both a nod to your taste in horses, and to the good work we have been able to do with her leg injury. She has made a complete recovery, and is sound for work under saddle, or breeding, or both." The boss lit up with a wide smile to see Skye riding Loch'sha with only a neck rope. Loch'sha was hands down one of her favorite mares of all time. Once again Grace spoke. "If horses are going to remain in our lives as we race ahead in the twenty first century, we'll need more horses like this, horses for ordinary people; sensible, sure-footed, versatile, great companions and stellar mounts. Loch'sha has had some performance placings, but we feel her highest and best value is as a real horse...one that can work cattle, navigate trails...or pull a broken Jeep back to the ranch..." Skye finally got a chance to speak when Grace returned to the arena with the big, pearly Akhal Teke stallion, Gunner. "We present to you Gunner, another one of Grace's beloved sort of golden stallions. He's a stellar example of his breed and a testament to the stamina and strength of the Akhal Teke. His fiery personality makes him a ride for the experienced, but his willingness to bond to and work with his handler, also a hallmark of the breed, is what allows Grace to do this..." "...Liberty longing. As we move toward the goal of preserving the best bloodlines of genetically threatened breeds, Gunner is a great example of accomplishing those goals." Skye continued as Grace rode the next stallion. "Relampago en la Pampa. This green broke stallion was one of the first horses Grace rode when she arrived, bareback, just as she rides him now with a rope halter! This Mangalarga Marchador stallion is another great example of preserving the best of a genetic legacy. And of course, Grace likes to show off that she really CAN ride bareback." Skye was silent as Grace rode in on La Barilla, letting his action speak for itself. There was something leather across the saddle horn...some Spanish regalia? Skye had never seen anything like it before. Grace and La Barilla executed the side pass. Skye began her narrative. "No review would be complete without this golden stallion, La Barilla. He is believed to be one of the last if not the last horse from the central valley of California, descended from a wild herd of pure Spanish palomino and buckskin horses, last noted in the wild around 1920. His heritage then would likely be Lusitano, but as you can see, he retains some little bit of wild...a wild that Grace has brought under saddle with poise and elegance." And then Grace started moving around in the saddle. Skye had no idea what Grace was doing. She fell silent. The purpose of the leather became clear. But it was too short. Genius, but too short. It should have been long enough for Grace to brace her knees and maybe even her thighs against the pommel of the saddle. Skye held her breath as Grace pulled her feet into the slits in the leather, and then, with some effort, pulled herself up onto her feet. La Barilla's ears flicked and swiveled. He took very measured steps. As if he was trying to balance Grace. Grace struggled to keep her balance without pulling on the reins. A rope tied to the horn that she could balance with...that would have been a great idea. And then for a moment, they got it. Grace stood, knees slightly bent, and turned La Barilla slowly in a circle. One hand on the reins. One hand free. And a moment was enough. The stirrup slits were tight. Grace struggled to free her boots, opting to dismount as soon as she had gotten the left boot free. After a tense moment, the applause. There may only have been four spectators, but the cheering and clapping was thunderous. "Believe it or not" Skye said to Anahit and Lousin, "that was not the finale', even if it should have been. There is one more act, and it's mine." Skye disappeared for a moment. She returned with...not a horse. The bosses' eyes grew wide. "May I present to you Toro Toro Taxi. Now what in the world do we have to do with this? Nothing really. Your interest in rangeland management, in alternative methods to the beef industry, to humanity and to the future of the planet...that is what this Raramuri Criollo bull and his offspring represent." "And he is beautiful, and we love him, now that I am not scared to death of him any more. Now that I have learned that the Raramuri are not only better suited for the land, but also raised to be companions. by the people who share their traditional name." "Your efforts to encourage the cattle industry to adopt a more sustainable animal, better adapted to the environment, and producing a more tender and higher quality of meat, is very admirable. But I implore upon you to consider an even greater environmental step. Bring back the buffalo." "Not beefalo. Not buffacows. Buffalo. Buffalo once roamed every part of this land. They were an integral part of the environment. Their slaughter was the beginning of the demise not only of native people, but of the land itself. The health of the land depended on its herbivores, perfectly adapted to the harshness of this beautiful country. Restoring that balance and preserving the genetic diversity of the buffalo is critical. Bringing back the buffalo would heal the land. Respecting the buffalo, honoring the buffalo...that would be healing on so many levels. Don't get me wrong. We love this guy. We don't want to eat him! Please keep him! We love your commitment to doing what's good and what's right. Consider this. Bring back the buffalo." Skye paused. "So, in the immortal words of Shirley Temple...'And that is it, and that is all. Thank you for the use of the hall." # January 1, 2024
Dawn came with a chilling wind that Grace would not normally have opted to ride in. But according to the ranch horses, there were wild horses in close proximity, so the girls ventured out. Saturday's rain was frozen into the soil, making the ground hard and the going slow. The mosses and lichens glowed green, invigorated by moisture, carpeting the rocky terrain. Somewhere in that rocky terrain, there were wild horses. But where. Petrichor's harem, six strong, took shelter from the wind in a narrow draw, concealed from view by the rock walls. "Can you hear anything?" Skye said softly. Grace listened. Watched her mount's ears. Peered hopefully ahead. Nothing. Highlander and his band saw the girls coming. They slipped through the rugged rock passage, and away. The girls wanted to keep looking, but the wind pushed back on them. Eventually, they turned back. At home, Grace and Skye watched the Rose Parade on the laptop. "Wouldn't it be so much fun to ride in the Rose Parade?" Grace considered it. "It would be, but it would be an awful lot of work too. I mean, for us, pretty easy really...we're about as close as you could hope to be." January 6 The girls had been down the mountain all morning with the boss. Skye noticed the black capped bird first. Then they both noticed the tree. The wind was cold. They knew the tree was coming down. There was a great deal of work going on in Chilao to make the inhabited areas safe from wind, fire and heavy snow. Still. The skyline would never be the same. "I wish we could have seen them fell it" Skye said. Grace thought about it. "Yeah, me too, but maybe it's better we didn't." In the late afternoon, everything went still. The wind stopped. Clouds covered the sky and the humidity rose. Beset with a little touch of melancholy, the girls decided to tend to their feelings with a ride. Woodpeckers, scrub jays, western bluebirds and various insect hunting birds were all that stirred. The band tailed pigeons had finally gone back to the Visitors' Center on the other side of Chilao, where the staff kept them in an ample supply of seed. La Barilla did an unexpected about-face. Petrichor's bay mare and her foals moved into the clearing. The mare hesitated for a moment, then continued on, slowly, watching the girls, but unafraid. Grace strained to get a glimpse beyond the black mare i Petrichor's band, Thorn, as La Barilla became increasingly difficult to hold steady. There were two more dark horses that they had never seen before. The bay mare's foals noticed the Vanner filly. The Vanner filly was equally curious. The foals began moving toward each other. "Oh, this could be interesting" Skye chirped, "and I'm along for the ride..." And then Petrichor swept in, putting himself between his band and the Vanner filly. His herd, swollen now to three mares and three foals, took heed, turning away from Grace and Skye and moving back toward the cover of the chaparral. The Vanner filly returned to her nickering mother, looking rather pleased with herself. Petrichor and his band slipped out of sight. Back at home, it took a little bit for the girls to get warm. "I don't want to take my coat off" Grace said as she scanned her emails. "Yeah but that was worth getting cold and stiff! That's the closest we've ever been to the foals I think! And the new mare and foal! And you can tell it's cold out when the barn cats would rather stay in a room full of dogs than in their own beds." Grace was silent, staring at the computer screen. "What's wrong?" Skye asked. "I'll read it to you" Grace responded. "It's an email from the boss. 'Hey Grace, tomorrow is supposed to be barely above freezing and windy. Remember that review I was hoping to do in the fall? Let's do it tomorrow.' " It was Skye's turn to fall silent. "Tomorrow." Skye finally said. "We don't even have a day to plan. I had so many ideas. I wanted to make it like a show you know, and I wanted to speak for you, because that would be the traditional way to do it...you know, not you bragging on yourself but me speaking on your behalf...and I wanted to show pictures..." There was a long silence. "We've got all night" Grace finally said. "We'll pull it together." Grace and Skye caught the last moments of the sunset. Clouds swirled and danced and made their way up the mountain. The cold crept quickly into their hands. "Do you know which horses you want?" Skye asked. "Pretty much. It'll be about half-half mares and stallions." "So how do we split the talking?" Grace thought about it for a moment. She started to answer and stopped. Finally she spoke. "We could spend a lot of time trying to figure that out and have it all change the moment we get in the arena. Let's just both decide what we generally want to say." "I like that. We'll keep it fresh." "Organic" Grace smiled. "Real." Skye replied, smiling. "I like that." # December 3, 2023
Chilao, Angeles National Forest Just before dawn, the weather shifted. Warm air replaced the cold, invisibly, silently. The dark mare stood in the clearing, listening, smelling, sensing, feeling. There were other horses, somewhere. She wasn't sure exactly where. Her filly was hungry, and not yet weaned. It seemed safe enough. She let the filly suckle. A few hours later, Skye struggled with the side door of the horse trailer, and finally won. The mare inside was beautiful. And big. She took up the entire space. The mare came out of the trailer smooth and easy, swishing her tail out of the way of her hooves, her attention focused on the other passenger in the trailer. The other passenger took a little gentle coaxing to get the idea of backing out, but soon enough she did. Grace and Skye took a moment to study them. They were beautiful Vanners, the mare a bay tobiano, the foal a delightful palomino pinto pattern. A sudden wind storm caught the girls off guard, bringing them out of their reverie with the new mare and foal and promptly into a moment of decision. The wind was deliciously warm, yes, but gusting, wild and unpredictable. "Let's take then to the arena" Grace said. "This place is wild, isn't it?" Skye replied. "One minute it's calm and dreamy, the next you're running for cover...I love it here." Grace laughed. "It's a good thing, because otherwise you'd hate it here." "Right?" In the indoor arena they were joined by Lousin, Anahit and the boss, along with Tosh and Contessa. Grace did a quick double-take when she saw Skye riding the new mare. Where did she even find a place to launch herself up on that substantial mare? Skye was excited to see Anahit and Lousin. "Are you coming to the Christmas party?" Skye asked. "When is it?" Anahit responded. "December 17." "We'd love to. Will it be like last year?" Skye looked to the boss. The boss nodded. "Yes, pretty much just like last year. Just maybe with more dogs and horses!" As quickly as the wind storm came, it went, an audible voice moving through the pines, away, away into another canyon, another place, and the girls brought the lovely mare and foal back outside to enjoy the sunshine. December 10 Autumn's end came, dry and windblown. The air was calm in the early hours, but about the time Grace and Skye departed for a Sunday morning ride, the wind returned. They hugged the rock outcropping's sheltered side, the way the wild horses often did, but the wind found them there too. So they headed back. The wind advisory would end at noon. Perhaps later on conditions would improve. "What horses are you going to bring down for the Christmas party?" Skye asked. "I don't know yet" Grace mused. "Me neither" Skye responded. It was time to get ready for the Christmas party. They fought their way across the arena in the big red Pavement Queen. It seemed like all that tread and all those tires should have fared better in the sand. Just aobut two thirds of the way across, they lost the battle with the sand. "Well, we almost made it." Skye said. "I'll get a shovel." "Let's just unload here" Grace said. "It's not too far. We ought to be able to sort of shimmy the tree into position." Grace lifted the tree so that Skye could get the table out. "Am I stuck on the tailgate?" Skye asked. "Nope, left me lift the tree a little higher." Grace lifted. Skye tugged. And then everything moved quite suddenly. Both girls ended up in the sand. "Are you okay?" Grace asked. "I'm okay. Are you okay?" "I'm okay. Dang it. Now we've got a tree and a truck stuck." "What would happen if you just drove forward real fast?" Grace laughed. "We'll try that next if a little more shoving doesn't work." Skye keyed into the bosses voice when they went back outside. "In Arizona, where they come from, these trees are medicine to indigenous people" Skye heard the boss explaining to someone whom she did not recognize. "Here, they aren't that great. They swell with water in the winter months. If there is a good freeze, they can explode. They grow top-heavy, and not sorted out in a way that the wind can blow through them. So in heavy winds they snap. We were without power for sixteen months when one of them took out a power pole a few years back." Skye looked at Grace, questioning. Grace nodded. The boss went on. "They are prolific seeders too, as evidenced by all these young saplings everywhere. But probably the biggest thing is, they burn readily, and they burn hot. And once they ignite, all the trees around then ignite. And yet, they are medicine." The girls moved along. "Are those trees going to get taken out?" Skye asked quietly. "I think so. I mean, I don't know when or how but I know the boss is hoping to get them gone." Skye frowned. "I know" Grace said. 'It's complicated." Bringing in the calves was a bit less complicated. When they chose to cooperate. Grace noted a bobcat track, made during the last rain, several weeks ago now. Skye watched Grace and La Barilla. He was no cow pony. Not yet anyway. But he did seem to be getting the idea that the calves would yield to him, and that this was desirable. The calves would be an easy mark for a mountain lion, or even a bear, so they had to be brought in before dark. After a rather chaotic gathering together, the calves acquiesced, and headed back to the ranch in an orderly fashion. "Look at that!" Skye laughed. "Like we know what we're doing!" Coyote sounded off as they departed. Skye spun Ladyhawk around, searching the landscape, following the calls. Coyote stayed just out of sight, vocalizing from behind the dense chaparral cover, close, but invisible. She so wanted to catch a glimpse of the coyote. But it was not to be. December 11 The following dayt was time to get the arena back in order. "This sand is so deep" Grace said. "Maybe too deep." "I think so too!" Skye said. "Until I fall. Then I'm like 'oh thank goodness this sand is so deep.'" "True that" Grace replied. With a small rake and a shovel, they evened the sand and tried to ameliorate the deep tracks that the tires had made. "This is going to take forever" Grace said. "I have an idea." Skye replied. "Let's get some help. Let's turn out some horses." "Great idea." Skye brought out her beloved horses. And the new donkey, that the boss named "Honkey." "So you know there's just one problem with this idea" Grace said. "What?" "We should maybe have chosen more active horses. This is still going to take all day." December 17. The day of the Christmas party had arrived, and it was a beautiful day. Skye loved the red dawn effect, and the alpine glow at sunset. Everything was ready. The boss was putting the finishing touches on the food and people were already showing up, well before 11 AM. And horse people too! But no trailers full of horses. It had been a whole year since Redbird Ranch had hosted a gathering, and everyone - even the boss - seemed perfectly content to see old friends, socialize and eat. Once again, the girls had the arena to themselves. Anahit and Lousin wandered through the art garden. A last-moment idea, Skye chose to arrange art pieces by Katy NIles along the wall by the wash rack, donated to the ranch by Shandi Bech, including her deer statuary in the mix of painting s by Katy Niles. Anahit and Lousin found their way to the tack room. Anahit was surprised to see english saddles. "We'll have to tell mom" she said to her sister. "I did not expect to see anything english here." Grace chose to ride La Barilla, and Skye, her odd favorite, Ladyhawk. Grace showed off La Barilla's side pass, which he did quite smoothly from left to right. Skye chatted with the neighbor girls. Tomorrow, she told them, when the party was over and the ranch was quiet again, would be a great day to go for a ride. Anahit and Lousin were quite agreeable to the idea. December 18 Grace glanced at the laptop as she prepared to wake Skye. There was a message from the boss. It was unusually long. "So I bought Skye a horse. Well two horses really. Maybe three. I'm not sure about the third one. Actually i'm not sure about any of them. I bought one of them and then changed my mind and asked for my money back and then I ended up buying her back the next day. Anyway, it's a surprise. But before she sees them I want you to look them all over. However many there ends up being, two or three." Grace wanted to reply, and share her experience with Skye being rather humble about gifts, and being exceptionally selfless and without a lot of material needs. But then she stopped. These weren't possessions such as saddles. These were horses. What young girl alive would say no to a horse. Grace closed the laptop. It looked like the four leggeds were going to get Skye out of bed for her. The skies were beautiful, with a mass of real clouds building, moving in from the southeast. Grace let Skye choose the horses they would ride. Skye offered six choices. "I know the grey gelding is super well trained and pretty much bomb-proof, but he's also an active, high energy horse" Grace said. "I'd scratch that one. And I'd scratch The Black just because of the weather. Her arthritis is probably acting up today. She does need walking, but maybe on softer ground." The next four were all suitable candidates. Grace choose the old mustang mare and Blondie. "I feel like Precious and Spot are so tuned in to you, and occasionally me, that it might be weird for them to have other riders. I mean, I'm sure they'd do fine, but..." Finding a bridle for the Belgian mare proved impossible. Skye found a halter and quickly made reins from a piece of rope. Grace and Skye watched. Anahit and Lousin seemed relaxed enough. "She's enormous!" Lousin called to her earthbound friends. "I'm not sure how to sit on her! She's like a chair!" Outside, there were still a few visible patches of blue in the sky. The girls ventured out, into the stillness. It was quiet. The wind was still. They would just take a very short ride. At the walk. Grace noticed hoof prints. Lots of them. Mingled among the cloven tracks of a dozen bull calves, she thought she saw the delicate hoof prints of a foal. Anahit and Lousin and their mounts seemed content, unruffled. Skye noticed Grace looking at the ground. Skye looked at the ground also. Grace must've seen something. But what. Ladyhawk was busy looking up. A deep, dark layer of clouds moved toward them from the southeast. Baron and Hobo turned toward home. The girls collectively followed. It was perfectly still. And then the soft sound. The rain began. Grace brought La Barilla back to his stall and the other girls brought their horses to the indoor arena. Showers stopped and started, whispers of rain falling for a few moments, followed by silence and stillness. Back inside, the girls were wet, all of them, but not much worse for the wear. "Well, we got to ride in the rain!" Skye said enthusiastically. "Was that La Barilla's first ride in the rain Grace?" She had to think about it. "Maybe it was. We've certainly gotten wet before, but I don't recall rain." Lousin looked a bit chilled. "I'll take you home in the truck" Grace offered. "Skye, I'll help you with the horses in the arena when I get back." "Can we have just a moment?" Anahit asked, her eyes wandering from one piece of artwork to the next. "I just...need a moment to take all of this in." December 24 The day of Christmas Eve "Are you going to come open this box Skye?" "Does it say it's for me?" "How did it get here?" Skye asked, tugging on the bow. "I'm going to guess the boss snuck in and dropped this off, right?" The lid fairly popped off the box. It was quite full. Grace looked at the items inside. "Yup, I think this box is for you Skye." There was a generous amount of clothing pouring out of that box. Grace wondered what had happened with the horses the boss was talking about bringing home for Skye...if they were coming, if they were coming in time for Christmas. There were pajama pants. A hoodie. "And look! Skye bubbled. "Tops!" Skye pulled the pink hoodie on. It was soft and fit her well. A warm and lovely Christmas gift, indeed. # November 4, 2023
Alpine glow painted the landscape brilliant. The girls took notice as they made their way as fast as they could toward Mustang Rock. The dispatch radio from the fire station blared an excited jumble of voices and siren sounds. Something was happening in area 39 , but that was all they could make out. Even with the din of the radio, they could hear the horses. Owadan was alive, well, and causing trouble with the one stallion who wasn't going to take any...Crazy. "He looks great!" Skye said. "Now what?" The girls looked on as the horses moved about. The mare they called Lady Godiva moved the foals away from the two stallions. Owadan circled relentlessly. But not challenging Crazy. At least, he didn't appear to be challenging. It was more as if he wanted to join the herd, not dominate it. Crazy had no interest in adding a big stallion to his harem. This wasn't the kind of challenger he was accustomed to. "How are we going to catch him?" Skye asked. "I have no idea" Grace said. "And it's not like I brought a halter." The last rays of light slipped away. Crazy and his band began to move toward the forest, with Owadan never far away. The horses slipped out of sight, and dusk enveloped the land. At least Owadan was alive, in one piece, and close by. All of that was a huge relief. Now, how to get him back. November 5 Dawn came clear and lovely. The girls were mounted up and on the lookout for Owadan. Skye's mare, Ladyhawk, was particularly antsy and headstrong. "Is it just me or is she really full of herself today?" Grace asked. "She is!" Skye said. "Maybe she's coming into season." "Maybe that will work to our advantage" Grace mused. First light over the Angeles. The girls watched, waited, listened, but dawn came silent. They rode through the country to the west of the ranch, into the chaparral. Nothing but birds stirred. They went up into the rocks, taking the trails the wild horses often used. They scoured the landscape. Skye thought perhaps Ladyhawk saw or smelled something...and perhaps she did. But it was not horses, wild or domestic. The morning was silent. Not even the slinking shadow of a coyote or the taunting of the ravens. Having failed to find Owadan, the girls came back to the ranch, to tend to their domestic horses. The boss had turned out the newest addition in the indoor arena. Grace and Skye watched the big silver buckskin mare move gracefully, if a little uncertain, across the arena. "What do you think she is?" Grace asked Skye. "A designer sport horse." "Right, but like, what and what?" "Oldenburg and...something dilute." Grace laughed. "That's not a bad guess." After a few moments, the boss returned to the arena. "She's pretty huh?" the boss said, more of a statement than a question. "She is indeed" Grace replied. "Apparently she was in training to be a jumper" the boss continued, "but she was in an accident...inside of a trailer, like a car accident...and she never got over her fear of trailers after that." "How did she get here?" Skye asked. "In a trailer, but heavily sedated, and hooded, and with a sling under her belly to keep her from falling down from the sedation. She might still be a little groggy." "So she's a rescue" Skye replied. Grace tried not to smile. The boss tried not to smile. She paused for a bit before answering. "No, she's not, but then again, yes she is. She wasn't any use to her owners if they couldn't take her to shows. And anyone who bought her was going to have the same problem. So in that sense yes, she's a rescue. If we sell her we'll have to make sure she goes to someone who understands her history and is willing to work with it." Back at home, Skye came up with a plan. "I have an idea for catching Owadan" Skye said. "A Judas horse." "Like the way they get wild horses to run into the catch pen?" Grace asked. "Yes, like that. All we have to do is train a horse to run back to the ranch." "And that's what most of them would do even without training" Grace mused. "Head back to what's familiar. Who would you choose?" Skye thought about it for a moment. "Not Ladyhawk." Grace laughed. "The only problem with the plan is that we don't have a pen...a catch pen, a fence to funnel him in with...he might just run in one end of the property and out the other. He hasn't really been here long enough to be bonded to the surroundings, I don't think." Meanwhile, not too far from the ranch, there was more squealing and dust-throwing. Owadan had found the bachelor band...or perhaps they'd found him...but he was not meeting with unanimous acceptance. The horse Grace and Skye called The Newcomer was accepting of Owadan. Rain Man was not necessarily opposed to his presence. But Storm was up in arms. Owadan's instinct to be part of a herd, and not alone, was strong. Skye continued her thoughts about catching Owadan. "You know, the other thing we could do..." Skye's voice trailed off. "I'm listening..." "We could run a whole herd of horses. They always head home. Even the one time when we lost Charmer and you had to go chasing after him, he made a big circle and headed back home." Grace considered the plan. "That might work" she finally said. "But. We have to time it right. I mean, the wild horses have to be close. It seems like they all more or less travel together, you know? So it's feast or famine. Either all four bands are close by, or none of them are. So we'd have to just be ready. We'd have to have a plan in place. What horses are we taking. Which ones are we riding. It's not a bad idea. It might just work." November 12 The wind had been blowing for days. And then, just after sunrise on Sunday morning, it stopped. Abruptly. The ranch horses alerted the girls to the presence of other equines. They were fervently hoping to see Owadan returning home. It was Petrichor and his band. It was the first time the girls had seen the mare Skye called Thorn in full daylight. She had seen the girls too, and was leery. The bay mare had grown accustomed to Grace and Skye, and kept her distance, but without fear. Grace could see the nicks on Petrichor's shoulder from his fight, and fall, with Highlander. They were minimal, and healed, white hairs growing in the place of the former golden ones. Petrichor kept his distance also. "Are you going to call him in?" Skye whispered. "No" Grace responded. "He's got his hands full. And I wonder where Highlander's band is." "Right?" "Just when we think we understand something about how these horses operate, they throw us for a loop." "Maybe" Skye paused. "Maybe the presence of the new mares and that fight they had sort of changed the dynamic." "Maybe. But wasn't it pretty much business as usual after the fight? Didn't both bands move off in more or less the same direction?" "They did!" Grace shook her her head. "I don't know. But we should get our act together. In case we get a chance to go after Owadan." And so they began choosing horses. Charmer, the bay gelding built for speed. The lovely golden Lusitano mare from Shandi Bech. Blondie, the Belgian, whose calm, stabilizing influence might come in handy. The seasonal streams and tributaries near the ranch had been dry for weeks, but in the low lying regions, the grass was still lush and green. Owadan, pushed away from Crazy's band and the bachelor herd, shadowed the movements of the wild bands from a distance, and for the afternoon, had the lush grazing of the lowlands to himself. But to find water, he would have to travel. He knew the way. He had followed the other horses to their watering spots for days now. November 13 The wind returned in the night, and Monday dawned blustery. And there was no sign of Owadan or wild bands. The girls set out just the same. Weather was coming, perhaps as soon as Wednesday. They had to try to find that big red stallion. Blondie started out a little slow, or perhaps she just preferred to take her own pace. The girls took the horses down to where they knew there was water, in Chilao Creek. Charmer was energetic, and needed to be redirected regularly. They were taking a slightly different route than they had in past trips, and it was new to him. They saw no signs of other horses at the water. It was calm and cool in the creek bed. The trees all around swayed in the strengthening wind. But there were no other horses, and it didn't look like there had been any in the last few days. There was coyote scat, human and domestic dog tracks. Bicycle tracks. The big, heavy boots of hunters who did not need boots, because they were hunting from the road, from their trucks, inside of the campground, taking deer where it is wasn't legal, and where it required no effort or skill. It would still be hunting season for another week or so. Perhaps that's why the horses hadn't come here. The girls and their herd of horses turned and headed back to the ranch. Grace, Charmer and Dani Girl were getting quite the lead on the rest of the horses. Meanwhile, Skye couldn't resist the water, even if just for a moment. Homeward bound now, it was going to be a challenge to keep Charmer moving at a pace the other horses could match. And a delicate balance of not encouraging him to go faster by trying to pace him. Sunlight began to filter into the creek bed. It was definitely autumn. The wind's strength increased as they made their way home. With the same number of horses they departed with. It was a great ride, but the mission was unaccomplished. Somewhere out there, the big red stallion named Owadan was still on the loose. November 18 Clouds billowed across the sky. Grace ran down the rock face as fast as she dared, heading back to the ranch. Skye stayed and kept watch. Then, Grace stopped short in her tracks. She was not expecting company. Anahit and Lousin were similarly startled by Grace. "Are you okay?" Anahit asked. "Skye is up on the rocks. There's a loose stallion. We're trying to catch him." Owadan was alone, and moving, indirectly, toward the ranch. Anahit, Lousin and Skye watched him. He seemed indecisive. Skye wanted to try calling him, but she had no idea if he would come to her, or run away. Then, something got his attention. The girls heard it also. They scrambled down the rock face. Skye slid down the last part, a smooth bit of granite. Charmer came thundering toward them. The girls watched the two red horses circle each other, energetically and warily. Charmer quickly ascertained that Owadan was a stallion. Owadan gauged the demeanor of the approaching gelding. There was tension. This wasn't how Grace and Skye had imagined it. Turning a gelding loose to bring in a stallion had a lot of ways to go really wrong. But one thing did go right. They began galloping together, not side by side exactly, but together. Their ears were forward. They were tense, but their instincts to be in a herd as opposed to alone was strong. Now if Charmer would just turn for home. Anahit, Skye and Lousin fanned out, hoping to turn the horses in the right direction. "Ana" Lousin yelled out to her sister, "Do your call!" Anahit paused for a moment. "Do it!" Lousin urged. Anahit made a sound. It was shrill, like a whistle and a whinny wrapped into one. It was a bit like a mare's anxious call. It had four sharp, excited notes. Owadan took notice. She did the call again. He turned in toward Charmer, toward the ranch, sweeping the gelding along with him. The horses turned toward Anahit, but they were looking past her, looking toward the ranch, looking for the source of the sound to be coming from another horse. With ample space between them, they ran, past Anahit, toward the sound and smell of the horses in the stable. Grace came running up the ridge, following Charmer's path, just in time to see Owadan and Charmer running back to the ranch, with the girls falling in behind them. She turned around and made her way back, listening to the sounds of horses and the girls and the boss. It was finally over. Owadan was back. She dropped her pace down to a brisk walk. She was relieved, and all at once, exhausted. November 26 The wind was relentless. Skye busied herself in the tack room as the afternoon wore on. "Bored out of your mind aren't you?" "Gahh! How'd you sneak up on me like that?!" "You were very focused." "I'm putting lemon oil on the saddle stands. But I can't even tell if it's helping." "It is. I can see which one you've finished. It'll darken up, it just takes time. You'll see. Why don't you save this project for later and give me a hand turning out some horses." Cloud Nine was first. He was an older stallion, a tall Anglo-Barb, but still beautiful. Luna was next. She was a fun mare with a playful streak about her. Skye tried to keep up with her big trot. "The sand is so deep!" Skye called out. "And her legs are so long!" Luna also enjoyed the company of other horses. That would make life easier for everyone. The most recent arrival, whom Skye dubbed the designer sport horse, was settling in. Mateo, the Lippizan cross, was fabulous, but apparently he'd been lost in the sea of currently popular Spanish revival horses - the Spanish riding horse and the historic Lippizan...perhaps they weren't doing a good job presenting him, or perhaps, as the boss suspected, it was a combination of factors, no doubt including his Kladruber blood. The traditional cross to recreate the historic Lippizan was appaloosa (or Knabstrupper) and Lippizan. The boss still loved him, regardless. The sooty buckskin chap was on the block. Apparently he had a bit of a stubborn streak, and would be staying only long enough to find suitable accommodations somewhere else. The boss came in with Tosh and Contessa, but paused as she saw that Grace was getting La Barilla going on the lunge line. "Come on in" Grace said. "He doesn't mind dogs." "Well, I guess it's a good thing" the boss responded. "I've called and called the number. Francis Loop Caldwell's number. It just rings. I should get a grasp of the obvious. No one is looking for these dogs." "When did you find them?" Skye asked. "In June" the boss replied. "In a few weeks it'll be six months that we've had them. If someone was looking for their dogs, we would have found each other by now." "What are you going to do with them?" Skye asked. "They stay" the boss said, then laughed. "I guess you were right all along Skye. We're heading down the rescue wormhole." La Barilla was a little full of himself, a little prancey and showy and high in the front. It had been a while since Grace had worked him nearly every day. He would come around again. # October 7, 2023
First light. Immediately the air began to warm. The big baroque stallion seemed focused on something. He reared up, intent, fixated on a point in the distance. Grace thought she felt her heart stop beating. "Holy cow. Don't jump the fence." He came back down to all fours, but his attention was forever divided between the space he was in, and the wilderness beyond. The girls looked and looked, but saw no movement, nothing stirring. Just a beautiful sort of forever spring green contrasted with the golden rabbit brush of autumn. They turned out the Bask++ mare and her foal. She didn't seem bothered by anything in the distance. The grey Morgan. He was content to stretch his legs in the morning sunlight and relative coolness. Luna, the new mare, was similarly pleased to be out and in the space she was in. Gunner was himself. High speed, high energy. What a glorious golden sight he was, sunlight setting his coat aglow. And then he too began looking off into the distance. There must be something. The girls looked again. Rocks. Green grass. Lovely flowers. More rocks. When Gunner was put back up, Grace suggested they take a ride. Skye was mounted up and ready before Grace had a saddle on Ono. The silence was overwhelming. Complete. Nothing stirred. And then squealing, gnashing, the sound of hooves against rock. Petrichor and Highlander, fighting. Petrichor had size on the palomino stallion. They whirled and engaged, rearing and pushing against each other, screaming and rolling their eyes, gnashing their teeth but not yet at all-out war. Grace and Skye watched, breathless. Petrichor might have been bigger, but Highlander was bringing it on with everything he had. And then Highlander made his move. They reared up to engage, and Highlander used his lack of height to come up under Petrichor and knock him off balance. Petrichor came down on his right side, landing on his shoulder. Highlander's momentum carried him to the ground with Petrichor, stumbling down onto his knees. Both stallions scrambled to their feet and began to engage again. But Petrichor stopped. He pulled back. It was over. Highlander turned and trotted, victorious, to claim his prize. A new mare. Petrichor lingered for a moment in the clearing. Grace watched from a distance. He did not appear to be limping, but there was probably a certain amount of adrenalin still in his system. He came down hard on his shoulder. Surely there would be a scar at the very least. Soon Petrichor's own band joined him. And the two small herds began to move off...in the same general direction. "Well" Skye exclaimed, "We got our money's worth today!" "Yeah we did." Grace stood in the saddle, hoping to catch one last glimpse of Petrichor...to see him move, to know he was okay. He was a wild stallion, Grace told herself. Sort of wild, anyway. That's what wild stallions do. Back at home, Grace stared toward the setting sun, listless. Skye propped herself up on the table. Time to give her big sister a pep talk. "Petrichor is probably fine. Maybe a little scarred up but not badly injured. He had the good sense to quit before it came to war. He's smart like that. He knows when the risks aren't worth the gains." "And besides" Skye continued. "We can go out looking for him every morning. We can get up extra early and either search for him or get the chores done and then go search for him. Whatever you want." Grace was slow to respond, but finally did. "You're right. Petrichor does seem to be sort of complacent on the herd building thing. Maybe it's for the best." October 8 When the chores were done, the girls set out. Charmer was faster by far than Jesse, and seemed to enjoy proving it. But Jesse and Grace had a secret weapon. They were a bonded team...and they could turn. They could out-turn Charmer all day long. The high speed adventure came to a quick halt when Crazy's band appeared on the escarpment above them. Two mares and three foals, all present and correct, and Crazy, predictably ready to stand his ground no matter the consequences. Crazy stood between the girls and his harem as the mares and foals retreated. "Maybe this is how you have to be if you want to keep a herd" Grace said. "Size might not matter as much as your attitude." Crazy's herd vanished into the rocks. Search though they might, the girls did not find Grace's stallion. There was no sign of the Petrichor-Highlander bands. October 9 The sky was just turning light. Skye surveyed her work with a sense of pride, mingled with awe. It had taken hours to bring everything together. The girls often left halters and headstalls near their respective equines, and the barn had more saddles and saddle racks in it than the tack room. But not any more. If there was going to be a review, this surely needed to be a part of it. Grace's impact on the ranch was a lot more about building relationships and helping horses than it was about the show ring. In fact, the show ring idea had died pretty fast, since the boss was very clearly anti-modern-western-pleasure, and since Grace pretty much refused to do it anyway. Grace came in quietly. Her silence prevailed as she surveyed the tack room. "This is almost everything" Skye said, motioning expansively. "There's three cinches that need repair and a black saddle pad not included. And there's two halters missing - Windy Boy and High Autumn. "There's one broken bridle. The reins came untied and I can't fix them. I had to stack things a little, like the bareback pads under the dressage saddle. But for the most part, here it is. And this is all you. We had one english and one western saddle when you got here, and one western bridle. Some old leather halters." Grace ran her fingers over a bosal bridle by Donna Allen. Looked down the row of halters, bosals and bridles before her. Took it all in, humbly. Most of what her eyes fell upon had been gifted to the girls, to the ranch. Finally she spoke. "Wow." "So" Skye continued, "I want to get a picture. For your review. Because this is you. This is just part of the impact you've had on this place." Grace had trouble digesting that. It wasn't really her. It was that they were surrounded and embraced by wonderful people, most of whom they had never met. "Okay" Grace said. "Well. Let's flip on some lights and do the picture." October 15 The morning started out in the high 50's but it warmed quickly. By the time the girls were ready to go out looking for Petrichor, it was already getting warm. They decided to take a walk instead of a ride, staying close to the ranch, getting the dogs out, getting the black mare some gentle exercise. But they gravitated toward Mustang Rock just the same. Baron noticed something, and soon, all the dogs were looking. Not wild horses, but Lousin and Anahit, moving rather slowly over the dry watering holes and down the rock face. The dogs were off to investigate. Grace and Skye followed. Anahit and Lousin decided to be still as the canine entourage approached. The girls exchanged greetings and the dogs milled about and the air continued to warm. "Where are you headed to?" Skye asked. Lousin looked at Anahit, waiting for her to answer, then spoke up. "To the road. Ana twisted her ankle, and it's getting a little hot for rock climbing, so we thought we'd head home." "Oh! Well we can help with that" Skye volunteered promptly. "Let's put Ana on my mare." Lousin beamed. "That would be wonderful. What's her name?" Skye paused, slightly embarrassed. They'd never named her. She had a lip tattoo, but it was impossible to read, and they never did figure out who she was in her younger years. "The Black" Skye said, saying the words in such a way that they emanated pride and significance. Grace gave Ana a leg up onto The Black. She was standing on the downhill side of one of the tallest horses they could have thought to take for a walk, but failure was not an option, so up the child went. "How about we go back to the ranch" Grace said, "and get the truck, and give you ladies a ride back home?" "Yes" Anahit said, "we would so appreciate that." They were reasonably sure The Black was just about bomb proof, but they'd never actually used her for a rescue before. She was, predictably, the perfect - if very tall - horse for the job. Luna made the first tracks on the freshly dragged arena. The afternoon grew warm but moreover, the insects. They were thick. In October there was only a few hours of heat to deal with before the sun began to sink into the western sky, but the insects made it seem like an eternity. So into the relative relief of the indoor arena the girls escaped. Luna was soon joined by other horses. She seemed to have a bit of friendly competition going with Dani Girl. "We should invite Anahit and Lousin to come for a ride with us" Skye said as she watched the horses. "Sure" Grace said. Her mind seemed to be in another place. Cookie had the arena to herself. She enjoyed the entire length of it. "Did the boss sell the other reining mare yet? The grey pinto I call Twitch?" "Not yet" Grace answered. "But she is still for sale." The heat of the day passed. Grace was forever distracted. Skye could tell. "Does he know how lucky he is?" Skye asked as Anamar danced across the arena. "Huh?" "Does he realize how lucky he is" Skye repeated. "You're the golden girl. All of your favorite stallions are golden. How did he even make the list?" At dusk, the girls ventured out into the forest again. The sun had set and only a distant glow illuminated the landscape. There was no moon. The shadows grew ever deeper. In the tangle of rock ravines along the western edge of the ranch, there was quite a bit of commotion. The girls strained to see what was happening. They could make out Highlander's band. And another horse. Grace caught a glimpse of Petrichor's bay mare just above them. And then Petrichor. He was keeping a bit of distance. There was a skirmish of some sort, but he wasn't in it. The girls watched until the moonless night consumed them, and all they could see were moving shadows. October 16 They returned as the sky lightened to find Petrichor and his band milling about on the flat. Petrichor did have scars on his shoulder, but they were superficial. They girls were out in the open, but the horses seemed preoccupied with something else. In the rocky canyon, continuing commotion. Highlander's dun mare was having nothing to do with this newcomer, a black mare, small and wiry. Grace and Skye strained to see what they could. They got a glimpse of the action just as the dun mare served the unwelcome mare with her walking papers. "I thought stallions chose mares" Skye whispered. "Right?" Grace was pretty sure that was the way it was supposed to be. But clearly the dun mare hadn't read that memo. Petrichor moved toward the dark mare. The bay mare held the foals close to her. The girls watched as Petrichor and the new mare became acquainted. She was definitely wild. No draft influence. And black. Really, truly black. "I want to name her" Skye whispered. "What?" "Black...Rose...Black Pearl...Black...black something..." "I don't know about pearls and roses..." Grace whispered. She was angular, heady, spicy. "I know" Skye said quietly. "Thorn." Grace smiled. The sun was cresting the ridge. "We better scamper!" The girls made their way hastily back to the ranch, and their unfinished chores. In the indoor arena, waiting out the heat of the day, It was hard to get Thorn and Petrichor and Highlander and the new pinto mare out of her head, but Skye was forced to focus as she lounged Hot Cocoa. Grace watched approvingly. "Nice triangle" Grace remarked as Skye turned the big gelding in the opposite direction and had him resume the trot. Grace was next, with the red bay Akhal Teke stallion. "What's his name again?" Skye asked as she watched the big bay on the lounge line with Grace. "Owadan. It means...oh heck, I forget. I think it means "has no brakes'." Something caught Owadan's eye. Grace drew him in. The boss and the two Great Danes she'd rescued in June made their way toward the girls. "I have succeeded at last" the boss said. "Did you find their owners?" Skye asked. "Well, not exactly" the boss responded. "Or not yet anyway. But I know who she is and I know who they are. The black one's name is Tosh, and the harlequin is Contessa. And their owner's name is Francis Loop Caldwell. And I have a phone number." "Awesome!" Skye responded. And then she thought about it a bit. She'd grown rather fond of the big girls. It would be bittersweet to see them go. October 21, dusk The sun was just a few moments from setting. "I think this is a good location" Grace said. Skye looked all around. "Looks good to me. Let's do it." Alpine glow surrounded the girls as they set up camp. They brought no food, because evidence of bear activity was prevalent. Just enough to view the stars in relative comfort, and a place to retreat to if it got damp, which Grace was fairly certain it would not. The moon would be in the sky until about midnight. The dogs were vigilant, and a bit unsure what was going on. The fire was for pleasure at first, but the air cooled with autumn as the darkness deepened. "We aren't going to see any meteors while we are standing by the fire" Grace said, "but it sure feels nice." Skye wasn't sure she cared. It was all good. Fire. Dogs. Stars. Camping out. The moon. All good. "Do you want your poncho?" Grace asked. "Not yet" Skye said. " It's not really that cold right now. Do you want yours?" Grace thought about it. "Probably in a few minutes." But first, they tried to get focused on the stars. The moon was still brightening the night sky, but the air was clear. Soon the stars were more and more visible. Skye tried her best to photograph them. The air began to cool as the night wore on. And as the moon set, a breeze came up, so Skye put away the camera. The girls focused on staying warm, and keeping the dogs close; as the evening wore on, the dogs were ever more on the alert. They saw no meteors...but the stars, and the night...it was enough. October 28 "What are you up to over there?" Grace asked Skye, who was very focused on something in cyberspace. "Trying to help the boss find that lady. The dog owner. Francis Loop Caldwell. And so far, I can't find a thing." "How are you spelling her name?" "Both ways. With an "i" and with an "e". I've found the Loop family, and they have an amazing family tree online. Financial people mostly. But no Francis or Frances yet." "Have you tried obituaries?" "Not specifically, although plenty of them have come up." "Hmm. I wonder if we can get an address from the phone number. " "Oh...I hadn't thought of that." The wind was getting ready to make its season debut. Everyone was a little restless. There were long spells of wind-still beauty, punctuated by unruly gusts. The full force of the wind was not expected until dusk. Grace and Skye decided to take what time there was before the wind arrived in earnest. They hiked to the top of a hill above the fire station. From there they had an expansive view in all directions. "I bet this place was sacred to the people who used to be here" Skye said as they picked their way along a rock outcropping. Grace looked around. She might have been right. But there were so many places like this once you got into the back country a little bit. "Probably this whole place was sacred to them" Grace mused. "Yeah. Like it is to us. All of it." The view was nothing short of amazing. But nothing stirred. They saw no horses. Back at the ranch, the girls turned out La Barilla. Grace hadn't spent much time with him lately. "I'll probably need to put him through all the paces before I get back on him" Grace said. "You think? I don't know. You put a good bit of work on him. I bet you can long line him for fifteen minutes and get back in the saddle and he'll remember everything." "I hope you're right" Grace replied. The girls were taking in the lovely evening when they heard the bosses' excited voice, a lot of whinnying, and the thunder of hooves. It ws Owadan. He was glorious in the red light of dusk, glowing in the lengthening shadows. And he was running free. The boss was calling to him, pretending in a fashion as if she were longing him, but this was no liberty act. Somehow the stallion had gotten loose. And then, all at once, he stopped orbiting, and headed west, into the setting sun. Owadan's red glow vanished over the horizon. The boss drove as far as she could. Darkness was quick to overtake the landscape. The girls hiked to the highest ridge that would give them a vantage point in the fading light. They could hear the truck, but no sound of a horse. No hooves against granite, no exalting nostril blows, no squeals from an unexpecting wild band. Just the occasional gust of wind as it played through the pines. The temperature fell. The darkness was pierced by the full moon rising. And the silence was broken over and over by the sound of the Pavement Queen, going everywhere that it was safe to go. October 29 The girls picked up the shift before sunrise, letting the boss rest. Grace glanced at the temperature as they made their way to the truck. She wondered how the big red stallion had fared the night. It was the first cool night of the season, and Owadan wasn't dressed for it. The wind had arrived. Ravens made their way across the pre-dawn sky. The moon set in the western sky. The wind made the dust swirl and dance in the dawn's light. The girls would get excited, hoping that perhaps it was really the dust from flying hooves, and drive as quick as they dared to investigate...only to find swirling masses of grass, sand and pine needles. But no big red stallion. #
September 2, 2023 Skye found the note on the table. The boss was so sneaky like that! "Are you ready for an adventure? Find the Pavement Queen." It didn't take the girls long to find the bright red truck. But a light drizzle had become an in-earnest rain by the time they did. And in the pavement queen they found a kayak. Skye bubbled with excitement. "Oh my gosh, come on! Let's go to the creek!" "Skye" Grace said, attempting to be the voice of reason. "It's raining." "But it's a warm rain!" And indeed it was. But the wind. The wind was warm too. Tropical. Wonderful. But after a few minutes of getting soaking wet, the wind somehow made Grace feel chilled. Skye was apparently oblivious to the chill factor. "Oh please, please please. Come on Grace. We'll be fine." "Okay" Grace said. "But not now. I wanted to do something else with the truck right now." Grace pulled a hoodie over her wet shirt, and the girls got in the truck. "Where are we going?" "To the campgrounds" Grace said. They ambled down the rod in the light rain. She stopped the truck rather suddenly. "Look. Deer." Skye strained to see. And then she flicked her ears and became visible. In the tall grass and shrubs along the bank of the creek, she stood, concealed. And then, across the creek and up into cover of the mountain she went. The girls drove the length of the campground road, but found all of the gates closed. Grace looked a bit annoyed. "I know where there's fresh manzanita slash" Grace said, "but we can't get to it." They turned around and went the other way. Plants had begun to grow in the cracked asphalt of the picnic area. Grace and Skye got out for a moment, to feel the silence. There is a certain hush about a forest trimmed in clouds. You can hear each rain drop fall, together making a chorus of life giving voices. But this was not the place to find manzanita. It preferred the south facing aspect of the mountain. So back they went towards the ranch. Towards the conifer and chaparral interface. To the firebreak. And there they found what they were looking for. Manzanita. Glorious, wonderful manzanita. The wet ground glowed with reds, yellows and grey, the duff of the manzanita clinging to the textured grey mass of spent yucca. There were several potentially ideal branches. Skye watched as Grace carefully maneuvered her piece around the tailgate, trying not to scratch the truck, trying to use the weight of the wood to her advantage, to find the tipping point where she would be able to push the branch onto the truck without having to lift it. Success. Getting Skye's piece in would be slightly more complicated with this one already in the way, but they were motivated, and they got it done. The boss had been busy in the arena, turning out the most recent arrivals to the ranch, minus stallions. Seven horses altogether. "These are keepers" she said out loud. "For now anyway. All really nice horses." Grace and Skye smiled and nodded. The boss would have more to say. They waited. "You know, it's kind of like a mid-life crisis, except I'm really late. Maybe it's a maturity crisis. But I've spent a lot of time contemplating what's important in this life. I mean, on some level, we are so insignificant. Less enduring than a grain of sand, a tiny speck in the universe, a nano second in geologic time. But, here we are. Now, in this time. So what to do. Say 'nothing matters because I am a nothing in the face of time' or live with purpose. So that is the first choice." Grace and Skye remained silent. This was a deeper than average dive into the meaning of things. The boss continued. "And in this moment in time, horses are becoming something of an endangered species. Luxury animals for the rich. No longer needed for labor. In some ways that's good because the abuse they have suffered as beasts of burden over the centuries...let's not dwell there. But what does the future of the horse look like? In fifty years will young girls still dream of nothing other than owning a horse? Riding like the wind? Being one with the spirt of equus? Or will immersive simulation be the only thing they know?" Skye stopped breathing for a moment. Immersive simulation...what if the boss was right. No real visceral reference to the smell, the feel, the warm breath of a horse. "Anyway" the boss went on, "I'm coming to a point of peace in all of this. A mission if you will. I'd like to shift the focus of our efforts a little bit, and give more attention, selectively, to promoting genetic diversity in rare breeds." "Told you" Grace whispered. "Not a horse rescue." Skye's face must have belied her fear. "Skye, don't worry" the boss reassured her. "The horses you have are staying. We are going to put some more horses up for sale, but not any of yours." "Oh good" Skye responded. All the rest of the talk slipped away from her consciousness as she watched the horses in the arena. She got to keep her horses. That was really all that mattered at the moment. The horses in the arena were very nice. She was familiar with the palomino mare and foal. She'd been spending time with the filly, getting her used to the touch and sound of humans. "Well, let's get these ladies and gents back up to the stable" the boss said. "There's one more horse I want to show you." And he was quite the horse. "Historical references reveal that the foundation stock of the Lippizan breed included much more color. And genetic diversity. And while the color is very gratuitous, it's the strength of the diversity that is the critical element here. The preservation of everything good while refreshing a narrowing gene pool." The boss could have said anything really. There wasn't a lot of need to justify why this horse caught her eye. But the justifications were good. Appropriate for the theme of the afternoon's discussion. Anyone could see bringing this one home was obviously the right choice. Back at home, Grace was still a bit chilled.. "Are you feeling okay?" Skye asked. "Baron always tried to be your favorite lap dog when you don't feel good. Don't get sick on me Grace. I want to take that kayak out tomorrow!" Everybody wanted to be her favorite lap dog, it seemed. "We'll see what the weather holds for tomorrow" Grace said. "There will be water for a few days. Don't worry. We'll get the kayak out." September 3 The day dawned glorious, sufficiently warm, the wind still. Time to give the kayak a go. The creek spilled gently across the road. "If we could park right here it would be perfect" Skye said. "It would, but we can't park on the road. You know what the boss always says". "A fire truck could get around us no problem" Skye countered. "The boss says 'When it comes my turn to be rescued, I want my first responders to be cheerful and motivated.' So, we shouldn't park in the road. We want to keep them cheerful." "Okay fine. I guess that's why the kayak has wheels." The girls eventually found their way down to the water with the kayak. "This life vest is a 2XL!" Skye struggled to tighten the straps as much as she could, but it still fit like a cardboard box. "We'll take it along. It's big enough for both of us to fit in." Skye pushed the kayak into the water, leaving the tail end on land, and slipped quickly and gracefully inside. "Have you kayaked before?" Grace asked. "Yes! But not in anything like this. I've been in sit on top kayaks. Ocean kayaks. It's the same principle though. To get in, you get the kayak on the edge of the water or in the water completely, and you get your butt down and your center of gravity low as smooth and quick as you can." Grace's entry was not quite as smooth...the paddles were large and awkward, her boots notoriously slippery, and her desire to keep them dry pretty strong. It took a little squirming and paddle-shoving and rocking back and forth before the kayak broke free of the land and Grace got her center of gravity where it belonged. And then a few awkward moments figuring out the paddles. And a few more moments to figure out how to work as a team to keep the kayak level in the water. And then the magic happened. Skye fell silent. She let Grace experience it. The different view. The freedom of gliding across the top of a liquid surface. The closeness to Nature. Looking down through the clear water. The sky. The vastness of the sky from the water's surface. The sound of water lapping on the hull, rippling over the paddle. All of it. Skye reached down into the water, splashing it on her face. It was cool but not cold, perfectly clear. Grace broke the silence. "How wet are we supposed to be getting?" "Oh...I don't really know. In an ocean kayak you can get pretty wet, but there's holes in it, so the water is always moving in and out. "Well I'm pretty wet" Grace said. "Me too" Skye responded. "And if I'm not mistaken we're starting to ride a little low in the water." Grace let one paddle rest in the water. Slowly the kayak turned around. The girls were more or less drenched. "Okay so we got a little wet, but wasn't that awesome? Just indescribably fantastic?" Skye bubbled exuberance. "Yes" Grace said. "But I'm not a little wet. I'm soaked. I have more water inside my boots than on the outside." "But look! Here comes the sun! You'll be dry in no time. Those boots will be...well, if you leave them on they'll be custom-formed to your feet!" Grace did eventually dry out. So did Skye. And as the afternoon shadows grew long the boss was also excited. Two new tied rope halters from Eagle Nest Ranch had arrived. Grace put one on Loch'sha, and Skye decided to try her luck on a fully trained but as of yet uproven horse...Dunsmoke. Grace watched Skye's effortless riding. Dunsmoke responded flawlessly to only weight shifts and neck rein pressure. "You know" the bosses' words broke Grace's attention for a moment. "...many moons ago I went to a doctor for some sort of female issue. And she examined me and said I had a very straight pelvis. She said 'It will be hard for you to ride horses, or have children, because your pelvis is so straight.' I was just shocked. I didn't know your skeletal structure could have that kind of an impact on what you do. I mean, if I were looking at an animal yes, I could tell you things about what it may or may not be capable of, but I never knew the tilt of your pelvis could determine how you sat on a horse." Grace was silent for a long time. "I have never heard that before" she finally responded. "But it makes perfect sense." The sun's last light fell upon the place the locals called Indian Rocks. Grace wanted to go there. Perhaps in the morning if they could slip away. And the evening left them with just enough clouds for a fleeting and glorious sunset. September 4 The day dawned lovely, but the wind blew strong. Grace and Skye waited and watched. There would be minutes of stillness...but then the wind would come again, gusting, forceful, singing its wild song with the pine trees. The arena would have to do for now. Grace took Ono through his paces, and decided to work on his ground tie. Perhaps the ground poles would help him get the idea. So far, so good. Skye called from across the arena. "Whoops! Sorry about that!" Ono watched the errant calf, rocked forward a bit on his legs, and then back, but did not lift a hoof. "Good stand" Grace said. "Good boy." Skye and Cookie were sorting out calves when Grace noticed the shift. "Skye. Can you hear that?" "Hear what?" "The wind. It stopped." It was a glorious morning. Not quite 11 am. The heat of summer was apparent once the wind stopped mobilizing the air. And it was likely much too late to catch a glimpse of wild horses, although the girls did think at one point that they heard something... and too hot to ride to Indian Rocks. But even if it was only for a few moments, being outside and on a horse was good. Grace wanted Skye to get used to Cookie. The horse Skye called Twitch, the grey and white pinto that Grace suspected was a reiner, hadn't sold yet. The boss would drop the price a few more times but if she didn't sell, she might make a great horse for Skye. Cookie was so bold and level headed. She picked her way along the rock escarpments with ease and confidence. Grace remembered riding her bareback, working cattle, when she first came to the ranch, using only a neck rein, and that mostly for her own balance. Cookie was a great horse. And Skye seemed to get along with her just fine. September 23 The big Thoroughbred mare trotted up and down the length of the arena. She was inquisitive and unruffled, moving smooth and loose. Grace and Skye watched as she took in the sights and smells without breaking her stride. They watched as her attention was captured by something along the rail. Visitors! The girls had been so busy watching the new mare, they hadn't noticed the entrance of the other young girls. Skye smiled and extended her hand. "Welcome!" "Thank you." The dark eyed girl reached out to receive Skye's welcome. "We were here for your Christmas party last year" she said, "but we didn't stay very long. My name is Anahit, and this is my sister Lousin." Lousin smiled and shook hands, and then returned her gaze to the sabino mare. Lousin was captivated by the horse. Something Skye completely understood. "I'm Skye, and this is my sister Grace. This mare just arrived and we're letting her unwind and get familiar with her new surroundings." "What's her name?" Lousin asked without looking away from the horse. Skye looked at Grace. "I'm not sure what her registered name is" Grace said, "but I believe her stable name is Luna." Anahit and Lousin looked at each other and smiled. The three girls watched as Grace tried to gather up the new mare, but she wasn't ready. She trotted by, again and again, looking rather pleased with herself, rather pleased with her new surroundings. And so the four girls chatted amongst themselves while the mare named Luna made a few more laps of the arena with her big, ground-eating trot. # |